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[Mar. 27th, 2007|03:41 am] |
Ok so I haven't updated in god knows how long. Ridiculously long. A lot has happened, too much to go into. But lets just say at uni I've been doing lots of drinking and over uni related shenanigans. I don't really know how else to get back into lj really, its like where do you start?
My last entry was about Reading and I've now ordered my next Reading ticket because I love Reading. It's like a weekend away from everything else you ever worry about. It's like a bubble. All you have to worry about is maybe at some point finding drugs, food and alcohol. It just means that you know how ever bad your year has gone, however much you think your year is going wrong, you know that in the future you have a weekend where none of it matters and you can chill and have fun.
At the moment I'm bored, hoping that office angels will call me at some point saying that they have some work for me since I'm into my overdraft for no reason apart from the fact that I'm completely rubbish with money and spending too much. I'm not too far in, I just need a bit of work to get rid of it to sort myself out and stop being pathetic.
I do still read from all my livejournal friends I just find it hard to write nowdays especially since I don't have internet in my room at uni. Basically it's all going well. |
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[Aug. 28th, 2006|10:53 pm] |
I was in a bad mood coming home from Reading and being tired and horrible and just generally ill but now I feel happy. But MNEUGH.
Hmmmm.
There is nothing I feel like vocalising publically right now although there is so much going on.
Just Reading was great and from now on I'm going to "chillax". |
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[Aug. 21st, 2006|05:32 pm] |
I'm hoping Reading is going to cheer me up. Recently I'm annoying myself and being all girly and rubbish and getting upset about stupid stuff for no reason and worrying about things beyond my control.
I'm going to have a weekend of getting stoned and drinking and so I can then concentrate on all the fun I can have at university rather than all the stuff I've just been stressing about.
Oh yeah I did get into university at Leeds which I forgot to mention. Go me and everything. Seems like I'm playing it down but I was so happy when I found out and did a victory lap of my house and stuff.
I bought my tent today which is nice. Its pretty special.
Things should just be easier.
Although I'm looking forward to holidaying in Crete lots. |
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[Aug. 16th, 2006|04:01 pm] |
Last night was wicked. Lots of drinking dancing and dear god are my feet paying for it today.
My outfit was amazing tiny denim hotpants, yellow haulterneck, big peace sign, pink legwarmers and silver high heels.
Hangover is mildly distracting me from impending doom tomorrow. (My stomach just had a spaz when I wrote that.)
Have some pictures:
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[Aug. 4th, 2006|03:39 am] |
Why I can't sleep? Annoyance.
When I try and sleep tons of stuff out of my control comes flooding into my mind and its completely unnecessary.
I think I have a headache from not sleeping. I'm going to try and do some exercise tomorrow and maybe that will help me sleep again.
Bleurgh.
I want to eat lots to make me have instant happiness. But y'know according to some people I'm already fat.
Oh well! |
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[Aug. 1st, 2006|04:36 am] |
I don't know what to doooooo.
About anything really.
Its 4:30 a.m and I'm sitting here watching Home Improvement. I need to be doing more with my life.
Tomorrow I'll get up and attempt some exercise maybe. Or at least something vaguely productive that could at least involve getting dressed.
This is a really serious episode of home improvement where they're trying to pretend the wife is going to die when clearly she doesn't.
Erm. I'm now going to watch Wacky Races.
I need something to do for like the next couple of weeks because I don't think I've accepted quite how empty they are.
Oh yeah on Friday I was in the background of Matt Willis' new video for "Hey Kid" since in his own words the last one was "the shittest video ever made. The chorus comes and I throw an orange, what a fucking idiot." Theres a picture of that to come later of me and him. How special. Oh and for those of you who don't know Matt Willis is an ex member of busted. I just thought it would be an adventure so me and my sister thought we should go for it.
Have you seen that Ronan Keating has done a cover of Goo Goo Dolls - Iris? How rubbish.
Oh yeah and Sam came to visit this weekend which was great as usual. :) |
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[Jul. 25th, 2006|08:59 pm] |
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So this is a whiney entry. Isn't that what livejournal is for? Anyway I'm a girl so I'll whine about what girls love to whine about apart from maybe boys which is our bodies.
My body recently has gone through a bit of hell I think. First I had exams when I put on about 8 pounds I would say, and my friends did the whole usual "are you sure? you don't look like you've put on any? blah blah blah". Then on holiday I showed them the stretchmarks on my sides, bit of a hushed silence, can't really deny my weight gain when its literally etched across my body in purple. Its like as if the fact that I put on weight its literally written across my thighs and stomach. My sister saw the other day and marched me to superdrug to buy palmers cocoa butter formula for stretch marks with a big picture of a pregnant woman on. Yay for my pregnant belly. So trying to use that everyday, but to be honest my thighs, back, sides are so scarred already from my stupid premature insane growth spurt that its kind of like, getting rid of these few not to get white is hardly going to make a difference.
So anyway as I said I put on a lot of weight due to comfort eating during exams and got to 10st 4/5 and recently I've managed to lose some weight and get back to 9st 10. Its still not as small as I'd like to be, I'm still quite a big size 12 and the thing is I have thin bones. I don't think I carry my weight well, like my bones are built to have less weight on them. I just have so many skinny friends and my body just doesn't compare. I need to do exercise and get rid of my belly. Nobody wants to see it hanging out at all and I just want to be able to wear what I want and not have to think about where my flab is poking out.
I hate trying to lose weight though, I love eating. Eating is the best thing in the world. As I always say, food is instant happiness. Food's just amazing and not being able to eat what I want and when I want drives me insane, but then I eat, and then I try and put my clothes on and I get upset. So I'm either upset because I'm not eating or I'm upset because I'm not looking good in my clothes. Its just a bit of a lose lose situation y'know?
Maybe I've just spent too much time with myself recently and having to look at parts of me which I don't want to because its so ridiculously hot. |
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[Jul. 21st, 2006|01:54 pm] |
Last night I went to Izzys and I thought it would be dull but it was really fun in the end. Tash is having a party 2 days before results day and we're planning to learn a dance routine for it since the theme is disco. Y'know so it will be one of those moments like in bad American films where at the dance everyone bursts into a routine that miraculously everyone knows. So we started to learn that and generally bust a move.
Also I drank a lot and thats always fun. Have some pictures!
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[Jul. 15th, 2006|05:48 pm] |
Ok so I went to Kos.
Absolutely amazing. Really. The first time I've actually been sad to come home from a holiday. Going out every night, drinking, dancing, the camridge crew, rooney dancing, dutch men, mosquito bites, take away pizza, kos sunsets, trying to swim to turkey and drowning, cockroaches etc etc.
I would go into more detail but I can never really explain the fun to you. I didn't pay for a single drink all week due to All Inclusive and dancing on bars while out.
Also!!! I lost weight. Amazing.
And found a bit of love *ahem*.
There are an absolutely ridiculous amount of pictures so they're all on photobucket here . Take a look its fun I promise!
But I'll post a few pictures for you lazy gits:
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[Jun. 25th, 2006|05:58 pm] |
1.My ex is..... a prick.
2. I am listening to..... The Research.
3. Maybe I should...... take some more hayfever pills.
4. I love... chips.
5. My best friend..... is Sam.
6. I don't understand..... quantum physics.
7. I lose.... weight. hopefully!
8. People say..... rubbish.
9. The meaning of my screen name is..... that I'm like a giraffe.
10. Love is..... boring.
11. Somewhere, someone is..... having a wank.
12. I will always..... be pale.
13. Forever seems..... depressing.
14. I never want to..... lose a limb.
15. My mobile phone is...... fantastic.
16. When I wake up in the morning..... i snuggle back to sleep.
17. I get annoyed when..... people are illogical.
18. Parties are..... fantastic.
19. My fish are..... immortal.
20. Kisses are the worst when..... they're over.
21. Today I..... watched england win!
22. Tonight I will..... watch the OC.
23. Tomorrow I will.... go to oceana.
24. I really want..... to get into uni. |
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[Jun. 11th, 2006|09:46 pm] |
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THIN GIRLS DON'T EAT CRISPS. |
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[Jun. 8th, 2006|07:52 pm] |
I feel like absolute rubbish.
Retake didn't go well like retakes never do, I've had one hours sleep and I've got psychology to do.
And its all my own fault.
Only 2 more weeks left!
This summer has to be amazing to make up for this. |
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[Jun. 7th, 2006|10:01 pm] |
Back to the grindstone!
R.S retake here I come bright and early tomorrow!
Revision for RS A2 and Psych not going well.
But we'll begin the panic about that tomorrow.
Wish me luck!
I guess it'll be 1 down out of the 10 more million to go!
For some reason I was about to finish this update with kisses, too much time on facebook and myspace? I think so. |
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[Jun. 5th, 2006|02:35 am] |
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I just really really don't want to fail. |
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[May. 30th, 2006|01:14 pm] |
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I feel so rough. I have been sick and accidentally pulled someone and ew. Rough as fuck.
Anyway here are some pictures:
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[May. 27th, 2006|02:12 pm] |
So far today I haven't done any work but instead have been sorting out my outfit for a party I'm going to on monday.
Again its another kind of famous couples one where what you go as is pre chosen and everything. This time I'm going as Felicity Shagwell. I went to a shop in chiswick and tried on some horrible all in one hot pant things which couldn't have looked worse.
So anyway found this dress in my cupboard from a really long time ago, unworn bought in the sale for £10. Bought a medallion and need to buy some false eyelashes.
This is what it looks like :
haha check out my spaz hand.
Anyway I should probably remove this and get dressed properly and start some work.
Good times for all! |
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[May. 25th, 2006|08:06 pm] |
My mum and gareth are at the pub.
I'm considering finishing off some revision before Big Brother.
I think I'd find revision easier if I had sex. Y'know let out some tension and relax me and my mind free off lustful thoughts so I can concentrate on the revision at hand.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Life is so dull. Revision revision revision.
I'm going to fail anyway, but I'll get bored trying. |
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[May. 20th, 2006|01:15 pm] |
So last night was contingent there after party back at mine.
I swear I still feel drunk.
I lost enthusiasm in the middle of the night and felt really dull and I don't know why.
But then I got drunk so stopped being a miserable git!
Anyway have more pictures of people you don't know:
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